#34

Im not sure why, but June holidays is just like a disaster for me.

Ever since Melody transferred to the express stream, everything changed. J changed, V somehow changed a little bit too. They didn't change until someone came and join us, shan't mention names. I'm not trying to say that after the "someone" came and join us, many things turned bad, but yes there's still some good points and bad points after the "someone" came and join us. But i still prefer the old "us". I prefer secondary 1 life than secondary 2 life. Secondary 2 is just so (can't explain). But many people changed after that. #majorsigh

Another one is about my cuz, G. She changed a lot.. I'm not sure what happened but, ever since that day, my "whole family"; grandpa, grandma, aunt, uncle etc etc went out together to eat for Mother's day, she stopped talking to my sister and i. My sister tried asking her ' whats happen to you? ' (why you ignore us?)

But she just said, nothing, so we thought that 'it's okay if you wanna ignore us.' And we thought that she will be fine after that day, but we're so wrong. -_-

To G:

I'm not sure what's your reason for doing all these things, but IF you still want to continue ignoring us, go ahead, i don't mind. Maybe you did all these things cause we've drifted, we're not that close anymore, we don't meet often anymore. If that's it, i DON'T mind. You can go ahead and do anything you like, i'm not in any position to stop you or what, but if you continue doing all these things, not only we're not going to go back to how we used to be like last time, but we're going to drift more. I remember how we used to be the 2 closest cousin among the 8 cousins, cause we're born in the same year. But after you became secondary 1, everything changed. Your attitude changed, you're not the old G anymore. I don't want to see you being a 'ahlian' in the future, seriously. I don't like to be ignored, and being ignored by your family is the worst thing. And right now you're doing that to me and my sister. I'm not sure what we did to make you ignore us, but do keep in mind that we're still your cousin.

I still treat you like my sister♥/